Things would have gotten better last night if only you would pick up my call, for once.

Our plans got cancelled. I don't know how i'm supposed to be feeling.

I'm still waiting for your call.
I just didn't want things to end.

I feel heartbroken when I get ignored.

Depression hits like a mother fucker.

I hope things will be fine soon.

Not much time left :(
I was really glad you spend the day with me. I was really really touched, like so much that words cannot describe how I felt.

Today was probably the most emotional day ever.

Couldn't sleep at all the previous night.

Feels like I am experiencing diminishing marginal utility.

Mum suspected something was wrong when she woke up in the morning and saw me sitting in the kitchen, puffing away. Well, I've been longing to tell her the truth but i just didn't know how to word it at times. Eventually, I gave in and told her about D and me as I couldn't hold it any longer. She was kinda shocked at first but later when i started explaining, things got clearer. She was saying that she witnessed a drastic change in me ever since I returned from Holland. Pretty much true I would say but it doesn't matter anymore I guess.

Lol. She even said D and me had similar faces cos there were times she couldn't differentiate the both of us. Amazing - my mum couldn't recognize me. Haha. But in any case, mum was kinda disturbed by what I said. I broke down in tears when she said "If you ever gonna die on me, I would die with you" :'(

Headed off to TTS around noon time for my spine check up which should have been done long ago.

Fuck, I don't even wanna talk about. It's devastating. To even think you'll be here together with me through this trying period is just wishful thinking. Hah.

What a day indeed.

But it's fine. 7 more days.

Everything's gonna be fine.
Omgggggg. Thank you so much for last night! I know you can't see this. But you're really really really awesome.

And please don't do that again! I was really embarrassed at the number of eyes staring at us. Omggg. I swear that didn't happened on accident.

Okay, at least that was something memorable :O

Ciao!
Let’s dance in style, let’s dance for a while 
Heaven can wait we’re only watching the skies
Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst 
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not
6am - what an unearthly hour.

Everyone's going to work and I'm still up thinking and doing nothing.

I should really start packing my luggage now but I'm pretty lazy.

I'm starting to really miss school. At least there are like stuff for me to do and look forward to. Right now the only thing I looked forward to is leaving Singapore.

Then off I go. No more sleepless nights, no more mind fucking days.

C'mon, time should really pass quicker and faster.
I'm starving. It's 5.11am in the morning. Everyone's asleep and there's no fucking food in the house.

Damn. I wanna eat macdonalds but the one opposite the park is close.

Never mind. 2 more hours till daylight.

Hopefully I can still last.
02 June 2007
Little did I know that tumblr was filled with so many interesting post. But I figured it's a little silly of me to reblog like 10 post since no ones gonna read it except this lesbian who started following me out of no where. Intriguing indeed.

But I'm dislike changes very much. So i'll still stick to blogger for all the wordy stuff.

I think nightlife is pretty interesting. My typical day starts @ 5 in the evening and time seems to be going so slowly cos I've got nothing to do.

I wished baby and darling was still here. At least there's always someone around that I could disturb.

Well, I can't wait to be out of here.

All these faces and these places are getting old...

Didn't manage to catch the sunset today cos it was raining like what Bruno Mars predicted. Lol.

But still, Keppel Bay was awesome ;)
Today was rather an interesting day. It's apparently the only day I could be out without spending a single cent. Now I understand how it feels like to leverage off someone for a personal gain. Totally awesumzz. But hey, I was really appreciative okay. I was thanking the person non-stop cos I feel kinda bad. Heh.

Apart from that, I read on Yahoo news that 1200 Singaporeans give up their citizenship yearly and it really got me pondering like when it'll be my turn. Well soon I guess.

Booked my flight off to the other side of the planet today as well. It won't be long till I leave this miserable place on earth, like finally.

On a slight note, NAPFA was a bitch. Got me all sore up from all the tries I had for standing broad jump. Come to think of it, I ran 2.4 on an empty stomach which was kinda crazy.


Mmmm. I really wanna catch the sunset tomorrow. Yes I should. I need a personal date with myself though I already had many from the countless of sleepless nights. Maybe I'd spend some time in reminiscence.

I just love lying on the grass with the the sea breeze and the awesome buildings which looked so incomplete and spectacular in its way. It's like an oasis of serenity amidst the bustling city.

I guess that's about it. I'll see Keppel Bay tomorrow at its best ever again. I hope it doesn't rain! :X

OH! Lastly, happy 18th birthday Justin Bieber! (:



Visited my grand dad this afternoon at some chapel where his remains are kept. It's been a decade since I last saw him. Seems like life is rather fragile after all.

Dreams - the unconscious world that I'd prefer to explore further and live in.

I feel rather empty..

Now that it's holidays. It's getting rather stale.

My emotional resonance is always pulling me down for the very same reason.

The little things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
The things are reminding me of you
Yesterday was perhaps my unofficial last day in NYP.

Exams are tomorrow. Can't wait for it to be over. Still a little paranoid for the paper. Gees I need a hug so badly ;(